In a recent live video, Meri Brown opened up about why she remained in her marriage to Kody Brown for so long, despite the emotional toll. Joined by her longtime friend Amber, Meri reflected on the deep-rooted values and beliefs that shaped her decisions over the years.

Meri began the live session in her usual style—seemingly flustered, taking a moment to gather her thoughts before diving into the conversation. While some viewers found this pattern unusual given her years of experience going live, the real focus of the discussion was her unwavering loyalty and commitment to the Brown family.

Amber, who has known Meri since childhood, initiated the conversation by addressing the elephant in the room—why Meri stayed in a loveless marriage for so long. She pointed out that many fans struggled to understand Meri’s choices, especially considering the hardships she endured. However, Meri explained that loyalty has always been a core value for her, something she upheld throughout her marriage.

Raised in a polygamous culture, Meri viewed marriage as an eternal commitment, not just a temporary union. Unlike traditional “till death do us part” vows, Meri’s belief system instilled the idea of “for time and all eternity.” She fully expected to work through any challenges that arose, as she had in the past. Leaving was never an immediate consideration because she believed in exhausting every option to make things work.

As the conversation continued, Amber acknowledged that many critics accused Meri of lacking boundaries or self-respect by staying in an unhappy situation. Meri responded firmly, stating that she never compromised her values—she simply followed her belief system, not that of outsiders. To her, commitment and perseverance were key, even when the relationship deteriorated.

Despite eventually parting ways with Kody, Meri admitted that the decision was not an easy one. She had already distanced herself from the church’s influence but still held onto the idea of family unity. Her struggle wasn’t about self-worth but about honoring the commitment she made to the family she helped build.

Amber recalled a private conversation where she once questioned Meri’s reasons for staying. Meri’s response was clear—she wasn’t just staying for Kody; she was staying for the family, for the life they had built together. She was determined to hold on until there was no other choice but to let go.

While some viewers criticized Meri’s perspective, seeing it as a sign of low self-worth, others commended her for staying true to herself. Whether one agrees with her or not, Meri’s live session provided rare insight into her mindset and the deeply personal reasons behind her decisions.

For those interested in watching the full discussion, the live session is available on Meri Brown’s Worthy Up Facebook page. Stay tuned for more updates and reactions on Sister Wives!